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Violent Silence

from Ineffable Desire by Ella Blame

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I want to scream to break the chain
But I can't do it at this moment.
I want to shout out all the pain
But suddenly I'm only silent.

These restless hours are not ending,
This silence is so violent.
My feelings always are contending,
Is this the beginning or the end?

Then I'm revolving fast and faster
But everything remains the same,
Stretch out my hands to avoid disaster
But there's nobody to reach for them.

I'm hitting and pressing against the wall
But nothing moves, really, nothing at all.
I'm stomping on the floor in total desperation,
My prison is everywhere, is this my creation?

Creation ...

I want to scream to break the chain
But I can't do it at this moment.
I want to shout out all the pain
But suddenly I'm only silent.

Silent, silent, silent, silent, silent ...

I hang on to myself and feel no more pain,
Forget to breathe and lose my surrounding,
But something takes breath and I find a lane
To create a new way, and that's a beginning.

Then I'm revolving fast and faster
But everything remains the same,
Stretch out my hands to avoid disaster
But there's nobody to reach for them.

I'm hitting and pressing against the wall
But nothing moves, really, nothing at all.
I'm stomping on the floor in total desperation,
My prison is everywhere, is this my creation?

I hang on to myself and feel no more pain,
Forget to breathe and lose my surrounding,
But something takes breath and I find a lane
To create a new way, and that's a beginning.

Mhmh, and that's a beginning.
Mhmh, and that's a beginning.
Mhmh ...

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from Ineffable Desire, released September 22, 2004
Ella Blame/Shinji Imai/Ella Blame

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Ella Blame Milwaukee, Wisconsin

To date, Ella Blame has released three albums, "Ineffable Desire", "Bitter Tears" and "Unreleased", the singles "Lunatic", "Play A Game With Me", "The Stars", "Dancing Angel", "Overture", "Game Of Love", "For So Long", "Embrace" and "Melancholia", as well as "Improvisations" (vocals and violin), "The Call" (violin), "Lament" (violin) and "2xSynth and Violin" (instrumental). ... more

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